Monday marks my official move to the Los Angeles, California area. Well, technically the San Fernando Valley. I’ve been waiting for this moment for nearly two years and now that it’s almost upon me I’m having mixed feelings. At the moment I’m feeling an overwhelming wave of anxiety. It might be because I’m over analyzing everything I have to take care of once I get there, or it might be that I’m just now realizing how big a deal this is to me. I’ve been talking and talking about this for so long and here it is. I feel almost… uncomfortable with this upcoming transition, but very grateful that I’m able to take this opportunity.
Despite the insecurity, anxiety, jitters, what have you, I’m very glad and very fortunate to have friends and family holding me down and keeping me grounded. Without them and their support, I’d be nowhere.
I really don’t know what else to say without getting too sentimental or existential. I’m nervous and excited. “Comfortable being uncomfortable.”
Thank you to anyone and everyone who’s supported me, held me up when I was feeling unsure or defeated, kicked my ass when I was out of line, been there for me at anytime on my journey. Love yall and thank you for everything.
“It takes a lot of courage to release the familiar and seemingly secure, to embrace the new. But there is no real security in what is no longer meaningful. There is more security in the adventurous and exciting, for in movement there is life, and in change there is power.”—Alan Cohen